Mission – to help others have a better life. To help others be better people. To help others get more of what they want (out of life).List five things you want to accomplish today.This weekend. Next week. This month. This semester. This year. In the next five years. 10 years. Life. List five things you are thankful for. 

To do Monday: get to work earlybe prepped for class on Thursday have syllabi run desk cleaned spend quality time with family

To do this week: early every day xtra early Thursday distribute syllabi and a good assignment be prepped for next week online classes in order psy classes in order visit shorty create foundation

to do this month: serve God spend quality time with family old house cleaned out and organized1 room completed 

to do February: serve God spend quality time with family 2nd room completed old house

To do march: serve God spend quality time with family skiing 3rd room complete

To do this year: serve God spend quality time with family finish house increase income stream control expenses go to texas 

In the next 5 years: develop enough passive income to retire while increasing lifestyle and giving abundantly to charity serve God, my family, the world while enhancing my personal self-growth and personal wealth travel the united states

Things to be thankful for: God. My daughters. My wife. Living in the U.S. My job. My health. My friends. My church. My extended family. Books. Enough to eat everyday. My home. Good movies. Good music. Technology. The simple elegance of the universe. The complexity of the universe. Troubles that make me appreciate the good times more. Rain. Sleet. Snow. Fire. Dirt. Trees. Water. Wildlife. Big cities. Bookstores. The internet. the kindness of strangers. the kindness of the strange.

Christmas eve 2005

here we go again. i've created another blog. i had one once, but i forgot where i put it. oh well, i have this one for now. i guess now is what counts. but when i log off here it won't be now anymore. at least not this now. it will be a new now. maybe this blog won't matter then and in the future i can create another blog. maybe instead of adding to this blog in a future now i will just keep creating new blogs every time i want to post. i can have thousands of blogs floating around out there in cyber space (there's a word you dont hear much anymore. actually it's two words you don't hear much anymore) for other people to find in their current now.

i wonder if there are as many nows in the universe as there are atoms? if each individual has an infinite series of nows and there are billions of people in the world (not counting all the ones who have died) then there would be a lot of nows in the universe. maybe there are as many nows as there are subatomic particles. protons, electrons, neurons, leptons, quarks, charms, centrinos.

of course neurons are not subatomic particles, but they are pretty small.

i think the word neuron and now have a similar latin deviation, but i could be wrong. i was wrong once before. march 18, 1972. it was a red letter day. i got up that saturday morning and looked at the calendar. the word "saturday" was written in red. all the rest of the days were written in black. i think i will copy this post and create a blog called "randomfiringneurons". (this is a marketing ploy. you know how toyota and pontiac both sell the same car, but one calls it a matrix and the other calls it a vibe. btw i think ford and honda are jointly developing a product to go head to head here. the project code name is the "groovy keanu". i'm really hoping they have someone working on that name before rollout. i think it will go over like nova in spain.) oh well. ke sera sera. c'est la vie. carpe diem. e pluribus unum. esse quam verdi. sic semper tyrannus. semper fi. ad nauseum.